Post 4: What would Harry Potter do?

Working with the magic of Energy, I am finding that the new ‘me’ calls for extraordinary measures and actions.   I have made many changes internally, physically and energetically.  As a result of these changes it impacts where I go, who I hang out with and how I spend my time.  Yet sometimes in a spontaneous moment, I forget and accept an invitation, even when I intuitively know that it won’t serve me.  When such an opportunity arises, I get to see the contrast of what happens when I have these temporary lapses in judgment.

I woke up Sunday am with what I call an ‘empathic hangover’ —which is what I call the after effect of getting into the middle of an environment of people who are making attempts to deal with their feelings through overindulgence.  Some call it a party, I call it a nightmare for a sensitive empath like me.  I looked to see what the seduction was for me to go and put myself in this place  — okay I have a desire to connect with new people, have a good time, get out and mix with people, plus I was invited to do an impromtu book signing and share about our new book called BEE-ing Attraction.

All of the signals were there before I arrived.  I checked into how I felt about going earlier in the day and there was a lot of personal resistance AND there was the piece of me who keeps their promises, no matter what!  I said I would go and so now I am BEE-ing someone who feels obligated…. which was another sign that I overlooked.

I told Alan as we pulled into the driveway at the party that I didn’t want to stay long.  Three hours later, however, I had already been pulled off my center and my good senses felt cloaked in a fog.  Fortunately, Alan started to suggest we leave about a dozen times and I consented to go… thinking I was appeasing him.

I spent 24 hours recovering from my 3-hour dip into the bath of innocuous shadow energy where emotional baggage was being projected everywhere.  I knew I had the ability to clear myself and the energy that I brought home with me.  Fortunately in my own evolution, I’ve come far enough to know how to let the energies that I have collected from others to clear out and what to do while it is.  Most of the time I am fairly resilient and other people’s energies bounce off of me, thanks to years of spiritual work and energetic cleansing.  However, in my own blinded state, I had lowered my vibration too far and opened my energy field to allow it in.

It seemed important to write about this experience because I awoke freshly today with just one question:

What would Harry Potter do?

It’s time for a little Harry Potter power and wizardry as I start my week.  Tomorrow is a significant ending day as we enter the completion of many cycles.  The date 9-9-09 when added equals 27, which is a fourth number 9.  So if one number 9 is about completion, this date has four times the strength and effectiveness.

My answer to what Harry Potter would do is to honor the completion of 9 and prepare myself to enter a new beginning on Thursday the 10th.  It’s time to recognize that overindulgence is a waste of Energy.  Harry Potter and I will be celebrating the trip of the red maze starting today as I let go of the old ways of being and my past once and for all.