Shattering Soul Contracts and Creating New ones: Gaia

The Mother of the Planet is what Gaia has come to be called.  She is the Earth Mother, the Madre who cares about all people, places and things globally.  Her name is sometimes pronounced “Gah-ya” or “GEE-a” so you may hear it said either way.   Gaia is a loving Mother who wants all of her children to be healthy, thriving and alive.   However, lately Gaia is concerned about her children.  We are all seeing so many disasters which have been getting our attention, yet Gaia is saying these things happen so that a mass group of people come forward with an outpouring of love.  This love heals the planet when in pain.  Gaia is showing us that places such as Haiti have group pain and the healing of which is extreme love.  When self-care is missing then destruction follows.  The planet needs healing & love.

Gaia has been speaking to me for the last two weeks and telling me to heal my own internal wounded parts.  I began on this journey after being introduced to Robin Duda www.sustainablelove.biz at a Goddess Group gathering in Santa Fe, NM.  When Goddess Robin speaks the voice of Gaia she does through her own highest self and so her personality is merged with Gaia and both are present in the speaking.  Distinct from channeling just any available being, Robin has become one with Gaia in a united message:  Balancing the Masculine and Feminine parts of each person on the planet.

I had a personal awakening when Robin shared with us at our Goddess Gathering;  a part of me that had not even known how much I suffered from the separation of my masculine and feminine parts were brought forward in my consciousness.  As with most of my own personal healing, I attracted this situation to show me where I was to go next in my own personal evolution.  I am writing many of the feelings that emerged during these initial healings and how they impacted all of my relationships because I don’t want to lose the memory of the intense experience.  The journey is so extraordinary and I will be sharing more of these personal revelations soon on this blog.

For now, what Gaia has helped me to know is that my inner self is projected onto the screen of my life.  My relationships with my husband, my children, my clientele, my family all came from the inner parts of me that are producing all manifestations.  In other words, if I am attracting what I love then that comes from inside of me.  If I am not attracting what I want, it ALSO comes from inside of me.  To change the outward experiences that I am having, I have to go inside and heal the parts of my soul that are ready to for this new birth.

Soul Contracts are agreements that I have made with my soul for one reason or another.  When I went into my past I saw how I had a particular experience with my birth father that prevented me from having the type of intimate relationship I wanted with my husband.  To change this outcome, my old contract had to be shattered!  The only way to create a new contract was to do the healing work inside of me with my own masculine and feminine parts of me that have been producing the outward manifestation, such as a lack of intimacy with my husband.

It’s amazing work so far and I am going to have more to share as I go deeper into my soul work.  So far what am noticing is that my relationship with my husband has already gotten more intimate.  In previous relationships, I would have been calling an attorney about a divorce or making a plan to escape!  My pattern has repeated so many times that I could see the pattern yet I was powerless to have a different outcome.  The ability to renegotiate my contracts — end the old and begin a new one is shifting my whole life — it’s a commitment and involves deep healing work.

Ultimately I know that I am part of the grander vision that Gaia has shown me to heal the planet.  As I heal my own internal conflicts between my Masculine and Feminine I will radiate this integration out to the world.  My own personal vision has been shown to me as I traveled inside of my own Soul and Gaia is guiding me to become someone who impacts a whole lot of people.  Not only do I see intimate relationships with my husband, I see whole families being healed and whole countries learning to heal their internal issues to produce the peace we all seek inside.  My ultimate goal is to have Heaven on Earth …..a real possibility for the world and it starts with me.

Please comment and let me know about some of your old contracts that you would like to shatter!

With love,

Goddess Jan